Saturday, 11 October 2008

I am SO confused!

So, today I told M about me, the big 'G' word being brought up in conversation for the first time. And he seemed cool with it. God, I'm so relieved. Or I was so relieved until it started to get weird and confusing.

He asked me how I knew, so I told him about the dreams, the boy, everything. Then suddenly he got all weird and frantic and made up some bullshit story about having a date. He just ran. I've texted him to ask how it went or if he's okay but I've got nothing back.

Is he like everyone else? Just some homophobe who's now disgusted with me coz he knows the truth? Or is it something else? Something more like... recognition?

Is M having doubts about himself?

Is it wrong of me to be happy about this possible occurence?

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