I have a good excuse as to why I've not blogged for so long.

I've not really had any spare time. I mean, between juggling school, the band (more on that in a moment), work and a boyfriend, my time online has diminished greatly. But I am so fuckin' happy, it's unreal. You can't begrudge me happiness, can you?

Things with M are going... well... they're going, not really progressing a great amount. I'm still working on reassuring him that my dick won't bite him if he goes anywhere near it. We've fooled around a bit but short of his hands, I've not hand much action below the belt. But oh God, his hands... I swear to God, they are possibly the most amazing things in the world. Regardless of all of this though, I'm happy. Frustrated - we were watching a movie the other night, I was seriously contemplating just humping his leg and pretending I was trying to get comfortable - but happy. I forgot how good it feels being with someone you really care about. I'm falling for him all over again.

But enough chicklike bullshit. The band! At the Halloween party, me, M and a couple of guys got up on the stage - after booing off some scene shit - and played pretty much everything that we knew. We talked after the party and decided that we actually wanted to see what we could do with this, so we recruited Z and we've been playing together whenever I'm not playing with M. We're shit right now but I dunno, there's potential there. Who knows what we could do?

So right now, everything is going good for me. For the first time in about four years, I can honestly say I am happy.

Yay!